Black magicETHICS!!! I mean ethics......Black Ethics

Hey now don't get mad it's just a figure of speech, bet seriously it's not all bad sometimes it's with the best intention. HA!!

It's all very well and good isn't it. You are sat there minding your own business when at the same time in a land far far away. Someone is trying to influence the course of your life because they think they know better. I know I know, we have all done it. We have all done it with the best intentions and cast a spell of protection, or healing on someone without asking to try and make things better for them buuuuuut.

This is wrong!.....We have no right to perform magick on another person without their permission, no matter how much we can see them falling in to a pit. Some of the biggest character building lessons have been learned in the most dire of circumstances and even more to the point. you may see something as bad and another person may see it as potential to do good. For example.........

I have recently lost someone very close to me and been in this exact position, only there was no magick involved. I was in a position to share news of a family loss with my sister and chose to delay the call because I knew she was meeting with friends. Now I thought that a couple of hours made no difference as it wouldn't to me and that I would be sparing her the uncomfortable position it may put her in, but in fact my sister was very angry with me. This made me think of how people use magick and how much magick has the power to change things. It can be such a powerful tool that if I had used it to spare my sister the pain of loss then she may never truly get over it.

Some of use use it for ourselves knowing that if we are fit and able to do things for our selves then we are more able to help those around us that ask. So magick is used to bring us strength before we use it to help others. Then there are some people who use magick only to help others and very rarely use it to help them selves in order to maintain equilibrium.

Neither one of these is a bad thing but I will say that using magick on behalf of someone else whether it be small or large WITHOUT their permission is one of the blackest things you could do. The world is made of all sorts of people, places and beliefs and none of us will ever truly understand each other to the point where we can say we did it for your own good and ever be truly right. We need to learn to support each other in ways that don't compromise what we could learn from each other for without darkness we can never know light for without light we can never find darkness.

Please don't mistake black magick as curses and darkness because the real black magick is the stuff that stops people from living life the way they chose and forces them to live the way YOU chose. Always ask if someone wants your help and never make the assumption because you never know what you may truly be changing.

Darkness only sets the scene for light and light only shows the path for darkness. Both are part of all we are and will never be anything less than equals in the world.

What changes happen must be must

She walks below goddess's shawl

and knows the journey will be small.

Her lover waits to end the ride

and walk with hands linked by her side.

Within the golden lands above

she finds a place to shine her love.

To those she left in empty space

she sends a smile to fill its place.

The goddess walks with silent steps

as she descends the wandered depths.

To remind those that do now mourn

that we are all one day reborn.

My Great Gran passed away today. It was peaceful and she was with loved ones. I know that she will be happy to go to the new world and that my Great Gramp is waiting for her. I ask that the great Lady Hecate guide her to her love with her beacon and that she have a swift journey filled with laughter. I did love my Gran's laugh. Blessed Be.

Getting the message.

I am buzzing, have just eaten wraps, had a wonderful meditation and received a beautiful e-mail from someone I hope to be able to call a friend one day.

Each one of these (minus the wraps) have told me something very clear that I have not ever heard in my life. As the person I am and having gone through the things that I have been through. I try to see the good that is in everyone even at times making it up just to appease the situation, because I believe it is the right thing to do and it keeps everyone happy. But it requires me to sacrifice my power in a way that I never thought that it would.

So I lost my bite..................where the hell did that go. I know I haven't just left it somewhere cause I feel it from time to time when I have to stifle it and keep the situation calm. I never thought for a second that this could leave me drained and worn out by other people. We are all capable of doing terrible things through rage and anger but we forget by subduing our urges beyond the point of safety, that sometimes no is a better answer than yes, that just showing your teeth can solve more problems than letting things run their course.

You can only give so much to people and stifle your own feelings and urges before you have nothing left to give or to express to the ones that matter and more importantly......yourself. Because if you aren't able to care for yourself then how can you help others?

You thought I was only one. I am many and we are free.

This is where my bite comes in because after saying yes for so long, people aren't going to be expecting the no. I am going to have a fight on my hands just to keep that which is mine and I don't mean my things or my laptop or anything like that. I mean my stability.........peace of mind.........That quiet moment where I need to be alone with just my thoughts for company. My Nwyfre.

Today has been a reminder that those things we can do in rage and in anger, if used properly with respect and tolerance actually are just tools to help us defend our selves and make our point in a sea of turbulent motion. My Nwyfre is mine to do with what I will and will no longer be take by just anyone who asks. It is my tool, my energy and I have got my bite back.

Earth my body, water my blood, air my breath, fire my spirit.

The earth is healing me day in and day out. She is like a never ending battery that is just happy to give me all that I need. Giving me the tools that I need to build my world with, growing from the seeds that she has taught me to nurture through action. Her energy has taught me to shield and heal anyone and anything, both in this world and in others. Feeling the soul the rest's within the body of all things. She helps me to communicate with the spirits of the earth, the fae and the realms of slower and darker energy. Her being is the depths of the dark still centre hidden in the perpetual moment. Feel this place in the depths by the love of the earth you find that there is a whole other world that is filled with a magick all it's own.

The water feeds and nurtures me day in and day out. She cleanses my spirit and clears my feelings so that I can work with my intuition. She embraces me when I am low and she pushes away with awesome power, that which would harm me. Her energy has made me intuitive and allows me to feel with clarity what I need to do. She has taught me to push and pull like a tide and I have learnt how to flood areas with emotion and drain others. Her heart is in the flow of the moment as she moves, showing me how to remain in one place and move to another all at the same time, Her realm in the depths of the dark is filled with emotion and feeling where you feel with you heart to find where you are, a world that is filled with a magick all it's own.

The air fills me and frees me day in and day out. He clears my mind and channels my ideas so that I can manifest my thoughts. He moves me when I am still and shows me the flow of thought showing me that I can affect change from a distance with a simple breath or word. Freeing my spirit that I may fly with him going to see places and be filled with light. He has taught me to be invisible and free from the world that holds us in the moments that we feel we can't escape. I let his breath guide me and show me the words of power that effect change, in his world of light you can see and feel with your body the rush of the invisible folk, listen to the invisible words and find your way in a world that is filled with a magick all it's own

The fire blazes in my spirit day in and day out . He powers my passions and empowers my desire, guiding my actions with feeling's of what I should do. He teaches me to protect that which is sacred to me and reminds me to be warm and kind to those that are in need of empowering. He guides me in the realms of love and lights the sacred fires within my soul, giving me the strength to love myself and the others around me. If I see him he reminds me that my power is not something to be afraid of only respected and used in times when it is called upon. I let him burn me a path to the realms of light where you move with caution and respect of the great power that exists there, a world with a magick all it's own.

Blessed are the spirits they watch over me day in and day out. I am part of them and they are all in me, part for part I am now the fifth.

Blessed Be

There is magick in the air.

When all the world is tuning,

and no one seems to care.

I always get to feeling,

all the magick in the air.

The wind begins to whisper.

The water starts to shout.

The earth it says with feeling,

what the fire doesn't doubt.

We need to start by listening,

the words are everywhere,

the proof that what your feeling.

Is the magick in the air.

Circe. A great Sorceress. 

I wrote this just a moment ago when I thought that I needed to say something about magick. But all I am being shown around me is how we have forgotten how to listen. We rely on being told instead of experiencing things for our selves, by our selves. If we do one thing for the coming festival let it just be that we listen to the voices that aren't those of people. You never know, it might sound much better than you think.

Blessed Be everyone :o)

It's been fun

This is the time. I have been working hard and thinking long. My mind has been so full of how magick is my life and how it fills my everyday lately but also that there is sooooooo much that I still want to learn and accomplish. I have found myself being drawn lately to look back on how my journey began and what I have been through in my life to get to where I am now.

For starters I like the person that I am, not a lot of people say that about them selves and I am deeply humbled to think that I have this rare appreciation of the person I am right here and now. I have and still do make really stupid mistakes but I am glad of them because they teach me to be ever better, ever stronger and ever wiser than I was 10 minuet's ago.

I believe......Do you??

But that way of being leads to constant changes, to the way I think, feel and act. All the time! It can be exhausting to be so aware of what you say and do all the time that sometimes you just want to be yourself. That is where my magick lies............with myself.............that no one but the god and goddess know.

My power comes from that moment of me where I am free and I am focused. This is now an exercise I want to try more often. I can change anything about myself but why when I am the most powerful just being me? It is a rare thing to like the person you are and with that comes confidence and strength and power. Not over others but over you and what more do you really need.

Magick works because we believe..........Christian miracles happen because Christian's believe. You need to believe in yourself and then you will believe in YOUR magick................ and screw the other guy aye he he.